My angel wait for me..

I like girls.
But I can't.
I would never cross the line.
I would never tell anyone about it.
I would do nothing about it.
I would act like nothing happen.
I would just ignore what I feel.
And me and my heart would be fine.
If I die, if I ever go to heaven,
Then I would claim my angel.
If only I could make a deal with You.
But how would I know.
This world is my sacrifice.
I don't want to be doomed like them.