Bad thoughts

I don't understand what you want.
I don't understand what you said to me.
What do you really want from me?
Why are you doing this to me?
Do you want me to die?
Do you want me to kill myself?
Because I am confused.
I'm always confused and tired.
I want you to let me go.
Let me be free.
For once let me be free.
And I'm not longer be a burden for you.